Suck it in. Tuck it under. Don’t eat. Exercise more. Throw it up. Hide it. That’s off limits. Don’t look like her. Look like her. Be jealous. Small waist. Thin legs. No fat on your arms. Shut up, Youre not skinny. I only want to be perfect.
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Those days where you feel ugly, and useless for no reason. So, you just sit alone in your room all day. And, no one even notices that you haven’t been around.
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Why the hell do i click on people i’m “following” and they aren’t even fucking weight loss/thinspo blogs anymore. STOP CHANGING YOUR MINDS PEOPLE.
+sorry, rant.
When I lose this weight, I don’t expect to have a boyfriend who will love me forever. I don’t expect a better job or lots of money. I don’t expect for all the guys that rejected me to come crawling back or for the mean bitches who called me fat to apologize. You know what I expect? Confidence within myself so all the above will not mean shit to me. I expect to walk with my head up high and happy. THAT my friends is what I expect.
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Once you stop eating it for a while, you really won’t want it anymore. At least, that’s been my experience. I’ve trained myself to crave a spinach salad with strawberries and mandarin oranges instead. I ate a potato chip yesterday (just to try it, I didn’t really want it) and my stomach tweaked out. In a bad way. Just stop eating it and your body will realize how nasty it is !
